Love


When I was 13 years old, one game changed my life. I spent a lot
of time playing game with my virtual friendsover the internet. It
had been a couple of years after which i was able to say I invested
a lot of my free time and it brought me to love.
Imagine that you are a very introverted person with many com-
plexes which prevents you from expressing yourself.It ́s like if
somebody gave you a pill that would take you to a world where
your negative behaviour like shyness and fear shall not control
you. No one of my closest friends and family understood my pas-
sion. It
seemed like even my mother spoke in another language than me.
I stopped believing in that somebody could understand my feel-
ings and it made me go deeper and deeper into my virtual world.
It is hard to describe such strong feelings from my first gaming.
I realized that as time went, I was conneted with my character
more and more. I could spend the whole weekend gaming and I
became totally obsessed. In august 2006, I came to the arena to
try fighting with other characters, but nobody was there. When
I decided to leave, then something happened behind me. Young
wizard came in to the arena and cursed me immediately. I wasn ́t
able to react quick enough so I fell down to the ground. From
that moment my heart
belonged to him. It was undescribably strange as if It was some
kind of magical power that last for longer than anyone could say
and connected us. Every day after school I switched from the real
life to the virtual reality. Our relationship was deepened in the
common virtual adventures where We spent time together.All the
important things that happened in our virtual relationship is re-
corded in several authentic screenshots.
In January 2008 I asked my mom gently if I could visit my friend
from the game. She was very uncertain but finally She agreed.
Milan in the game called MGjam, waited for me at the railway
station in Kolín. After 4 hours
traveling into completely unknown place, I nervously and eagerly
looked for his face, which I had seen twice on the photos. I’m not
going to write here how unique feeling It was and still is when I’m
with him. I think that absence makes the heart grow fonder. Both
of us had a secondary school behind us. It ́s quiet
unbelievable but two ordinary people with a strong will and faith
in love are still together. We overcame every huge obstacles. Un-
fortunately, a lot of things has changed, for example my shared
moments with mom. I don ́t know If my mom was sorry that
I became independent so early and began to live two lives, one
in the Kolín and the other in my village. Since she divorced She
took care of me and we were all alone. As I’m getting older I no-
tice some changes on her. It seems to me that the less I ́m home
the more animals she has. Sometimes I ́m amazed how much
love She gives them and it makes me feel a bit guilty that we don’t
spend as much time together as we used to.
Our relationship is an incredibly complicated but It worth fight-
ing for this love.
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